when an hour feels like forever...

  I woke up at 11.30 a.m. and got mad because there was no food left in the fridge. No food means there is only water and microwave food. I'm sick of eating microwave food. It's okay when you are too hungry to care. :(( ughh.. and my mom's not gonna come back until 5 p.m.

Nothing is gonna get better anyways. just randomly letting it out of my mind

I'm supposed to continue reading my books though. There are like 6 books I bought which I only flipped through few pages of them. Seriously not reading the books you bought is such a failure. why do you think knowledge is gonna go though your brain automatically? heck no.. no way..

  Now, I'm waiting for an e-mail. What a time-consuming thing!! Waiting sucks.Well, i am a person who can't wait without complaining. If you want me to go in details how it feels to wait for me, I will never shut up.

The first random post of December

Hello visitors,

  I can't tell how happy I am to be liberated from finals!! I'm gonna have a month break FROM NOW ON. The whole month of December!!! Christmas!! yeshhhh!! Trust me, a university teenager can be as excited for a break as an 8th grade. We're not yet the grown-ups! so it is logical to cherish every moment as a young creature! hehe The only reason I update my blog is to just prevent my self from being depressed,

Depression is such a pain in the butt. It could happen to anyone, anywhere at anytime especially to a lazy teenager who always gets up at 12 p.m. on weekends. oh,wait.....

  Yeah, that's all the matters... Writing something, reading books, facebooking and etc. etc.

These are all I could think of to cheer myself up. T^T I feel guilty for people who have been continuously praying for me. Why? because I'm way too silly. I am a kind of person who is able to come up with a random stupid crap. I'm not worthy of their prayers, at all. 

   

   Ironically, that's why God sent these great people to me. He loves me no matter how. Although I don't feel in touch to him these days, I can feel His grace. It's impossible to escape when you once came to God with a right understanding. You might say you don't want God in a moment of despair , but He will never go away. It happens to you all the time,eh? Those moments of frustration when trying to figure things out on your own then God offers His hand to help you. That's an evidence that he's not gonna let you go lol If you pay attention, you will find out that everything given to you at a time, whether good or bad, is truly a blessing. :D

So yeah.. I have no right to warn you but please...

although you don't feel like being in Jesus freak mode, at least trying to listen to God. For He is great and His grace is sufficient for you <3

A brief introduction

  Writing helps us organize our thoughts. This statement sounds so familiar,right?
 I personally do not often write my personal thoughts publicly. I do have my diary but unfortunately I write mostly when I suffer from life. That is not a good attitude at all. Writing is supposed to be something so much more enjoyable rather than a way to express  depression. This is the reason why I am here, to prove that the statement is true. :) I am planning on tracking my progress. Let's see if anything changes.

  First of all, I am going to tell you about myself. I am an eighteen-year-old Thai woman who is ambitious, stubborn, independent and quite emotional. :P My life has been difficult as well as blissful just like everyone else. I love God, my family, my friends,nature and the one I kinda found of right now. I am am so worried about University life. This brief information of mine might not please some people to know. They may think that I am too serious about life but I told you for a reason as well. I just want you to know me as I am, not an impression I try to make when getting to know people for the first time.

 I think I will just stop right here today. I am so grateful. At least, I have achieved a goal so far. I finished my blog post! yeah! <3 

 

Love one another, but make not a bond of love: Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.

Khalil Gibran

I love the sea. This photo is taken at Eugene,Oregon. It is one of my goals to visit Oregon again.

 Fah